As Monday approaches, I have to ask myself if I am ready for what comes next. I am slightly hesitant because I can't see around the next corner but I am ready for the next phase to begin. I am ready to stop being frightened. I am ready to keep my own self-worth, self-importance and self esteem within my own grasp. I will not be carefree. I will be cautious but I won't be scared anymore. I just want to exhale but I can't yet. The task is not complete. But we are almost there. It's just a little further.
So, for the personal goal of losing weight and feeling better, I lost a pant size over the summer and I am ready to begin Yoga a few days a week to make my body strong and keep my mind open. I am starting to get enough energy to run a little too. That's fun. So, I look forward to more of that in the near future. This Fall will be an interesting balancing act but I can do it and be the better for it, I know.
God has helped me in so many ways in the last year. I am off of the medications that I was taking before. I only take one prescription drug now once a day down from 3. And my body is starting to react the way it should to the healing process. I am so thankful. Sleeping well is also a blessing. Loving myself and appreciating my situation in life is a source of honor for me. And wait for the finacial blessings to arrive!!! I have people who need help and I would love to be able to do it for them.
It's just a little further.
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